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Letter to you

 

#LETTER_TO_YOU
Look. This is not just a letter it also a reminder that you matter.

I comprehend how you feel; worthless, unwanted, untalented, the runt of the group, the final in your class, a piece of shit. Trust me, It's not stagnant. You sense like you are a failure, a weakness, like your lifeless weight, like you have no purpose. Everything you do appears to quantity to nothing, while different human beings simply waft via with ease. You seem round you and all you see is expectations and goals - different human beings seem like gods to you, masters of their craft with no flaws and no imperfections.

Even if you toil away for hours honing your competencies and your attributes, it quantities to nothing - whist for others it appears that they do a little work, a fraction of what you do, and they appear to get the pinnacle grades and the achievements whilst you are there crying your eyes out due to the fact you labored so tough for a grade to solely fall at the final hurdle.

And after this you feel worse than ever. You feel like you are an imperfection, a failure, a waste of time. Your friends support you, but secretly you envy them, they have the smarts, the wit, the knowledge, the ease, everything while you feel like you are retarded, you struggle to see why you ever chose this subject, why you ever wanted to go through with this. You feel like you should have just got an apprenticeship somewhere and be secure. You ask yourself often 'why did I not just surrender myself'. 'It would be easier to finish yourself off than having to go through failure after failure after failure.'. You constantly worry if you are good enough, if you are a failure, if you actually mean anything at all. Your death would be meaningless you feel, everyone would still have each other.

If you feel this way, why haven't you killed yourself yet? Why haven't you done it? Because you matter. No matter what people feel, you matter. You may feel worthless, but trust me you aren't. Your family and friends love you. Just work hard and you will be fine. Check the likes of Abraham Lincoln life (a vendor),who hopes to become a president and he achieved it and many more of them.Talks more of you.

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